The pressure is immense I can’t lie. Day after day. Week after week. Month after month. A future I never thought I’d have but a strange halfway house. A glimpse of happiness but a constant reminder of the things I’ll never know. To want children. To have them. To have the perfect response when my … Continue reading
This isn’t about blood, water is the taste of love, no matter how hard you try you can’t explain what it tastes of, she gives a shoulder shrug, she says these are all theories in my mind there’ll all made up, only applying to myself no one else, I tell her these are the layers … Continue reading
One may tolerate a world of demons for the sake of an angel
I knew as soon as he walked in I wasnt looking at Eran, it was Kane, a subtle yet blatant change, let’s be honest does anything ever remain the same?
For some reason I want the best in everything. I think I’m good enough to achieve the best. I therefore work really hard but still I don’t achieve the best. But because I work really hard I and know I won’t get the best I reward myself by having fun. My vices. But then I … Continue reading
People escape from your life as leaves fall from trees; caught by gravity taking them to a different place. Even if you were to press these leaves to pages and inscribe in ink your fondest memories; the ink fades. After everything, memories are all you really have. And you become stronger for it. You are … Continue reading
There’s a small child in me screaming at a mountain. And an adult in me sitting at the top of the mountain seeing further than anyone else can see. That’s the duality. The child can’t climb up. The adult can’t climb down. They will never meet.
The Serpents blade – it is his forked tongue Green is for grass – something about it not being envy but prosperity, where you water it etc The best clouds hold thunder The final book should be To Drink From The Nile
Love is that look in her eyes that could kill you, but thrills you, distils you into a vial of pure intoxication, love is the emotional term for fornication, the search for information that she feels the same way, love is to want to stay, to hold or be held, love is a mind meld … Continue reading