The Earth surely must be shattering. My ears strain to hear whispers – they are whispering my name. My eyes hurt from not being able to sleep… Or when I do the REM tires them as they witness a slideshow of unspeakable horrors. What horrors? My dreams are tortured in front of my hope who … Continue reading
I write sometimes about being in a boat on a lake. I’m seldom alone as I don’t trust myself alone. You see I can’t swim. I would probably drown. And yet now I feel like I am on that boat alone and people are shaking the boat. Shaking my confidence. Shaking my thoughts about what … Continue reading
The pressure is immense I can’t lie. Day after day. Week after week. Month after month. A future I never thought I’d have but a strange halfway house. A glimpse of happiness but a constant reminder of the things I’ll never know. To want children. To have them. To have the perfect response when my … Continue reading
This isn’t about blood, water is the taste of love, no matter how hard you try you can’t explain what it tastes of, she gives a shoulder shrug, she says these are all theories in my mind there’ll all made up, only applying to myself no one else, I tell her these are the layers … Continue reading
One may tolerate a world of demons for the sake of an angel
I knew as soon as he walked in I wasnt looking at Eran, it was Kane, a subtle yet blatant change, let’s be honest does anything ever remain the same?
For some reason I want the best in everything. I think I’m good enough to achieve the best. I therefore work really hard but still I don’t achieve the best. But because I work really hard I and know I won’t get the best I reward myself by having fun. My vices. But then I … Continue reading
People escape from your life as leaves fall from trees; caught by gravity taking them to a different place. Even if you were to press these leaves to pages and inscribe in ink your fondest memories; the ink fades. After everything, memories are all you really have. And you become stronger for it. You are … Continue reading